Broken Fairy Wing

See my fragile wings? how beauty? with sparkle and fairy dust. How magical? feel? they have their strength, when I want to have it. but, when I want too, they can be so fragile, too fragile so they can't be touched.
Like stories that often start in "once upon a time". Like fairy tales that have their "wonderland". here is, my story started.


I just little dreamer that i wanna my dream come true. I take my own path, step by step, flying. but it isn't always straight often I have to choose.
my wings, they are still strong enough, sometimes they condition is in danger. but I can still handle it.
You know?

world is unfair, sometimes it let us fly away so high, then it can drop us to the ground

that the book I read said.
Yeah, one bad condition break my wing, I can't survive and I hit the ground. What the hell?! It hurt, so I cry.
my wing broke. I try to fix it , but it isn't finish yet. Like a doll without strings. Like a puzzle but not complete. I missing a piece.
So, what should I do now? I can't fly to reach the top of sky again.
'oh! what should I do? should I try to fly without worry about my wings? Should I give up with this condition? Should I cry anymore?'
Well, I confuse. "maybe, the best way when I lost is stay until someone find me? or maybe, the best thing I go find the way by myself?"
no one know what is my feeling inside. they can see my magical smile in front, but it's fake. behind......
I feel.... like Alice that lost in "wonderland". like Rapunzel in "gothel's tower". like pinocchio that want to "back to his home"
sucks, I'm weak. they are strong not like me, "Little Fragile Fairy". but where are they strength come from?

Not every fairy tale have their happy ending

 will my wing, my tale end with unhappy ending?
I don't have a "fairy godmother". and I think my fairy dust isn't have a magical power.
In that case I give up and cry, cry and stay.
until... I find, no no, I remember my grandma was said to me.

Don't give up! believe in yourself! believe in your heart said! believe in your dream

I think, 'I will try it?'
"I believe I still can fly" and "believe in magic of mine"
"believe that my wing will heal"
I know now I'm not same as other fairy, but....

Just cause I'm not same as other doesn't mean I've to change myself, I only have to change my point of view

That I ever know often fairy tales have their happy ending, and out from that have their unhappy ending. now I know why....

When fairy tales have an end like "happily ever after" it depends on it own character. and so on when fairy tales have unhappy ending.

 I know what was my grandma talked about

The key is believe. believe and your dream will come true.

Hey?? How? my wings back! it's magic! and now they are.... Perfect! my wings are better than before. wow, a wonder :)

Your magic from your heart, can heal all deseas

see? now I'm ready to fly away to the highest sky and I will never fall down again, I'll survive. last from me....

If you wanna in Wonderland, believe it. If you wanna feel like Fairy tale, make it your own. If you wanna Happy ending, then do what is yours. And you will have your magical world.

with a little magic, cheers,
xxx fragile fairy